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I’m a rosin and maybe it’s because I’m not that deep and emotionally invested in kpop but when I see the reactions to some of these things I get such deep embarrassment and annoyance (because it ruins the whole experience) that I just think about leaving. Like I really see the tweak and think like wow I can imagine being sat in my bed/ in my car / at work/ living my day to day life and getting genuinely worked up and tweaking for a man that I do not know and that does not know me and for things that are really not a reason to tweak in the first place
honestly I think anyone who's self aware and uses logic would react appropriately being bummed is fine but this kinda reaction and false narrative is something only antipsychotics could fix.. like deep emotions are one thing but over this ouuuuu we need some correction. But I'm just tired of all this like omggggg it gets so hard to enjoy this group sometimes
Yeah I get you and I feel bad because I’ve been here since the pre show pr in bp but I got to a point where I feel like I can’t enjoy anything without worrying about the reaction of sf and it’s not like it’s a small minority it’s most of them and they are big in numbers too. Zb1 was my first proper time stanning a kpop group and I sometimes just have to think maybe if I’d branch out more I’d be happier in other fandoms because this fandom really makes it hard to want to stay 😭 (sorry for the depressing rant)
it's alright I'm feeling you today like... this can't be serious easily my worst fandom experience. And it sucks cuz this is probably the group I've poured my most into and rlly enjoy stanning it's not even about catering to your experience anymore ITS EVERYWHERE 😭😭😭😭 im glad most of my anons are real as fuck and chill but even then like it gets so fucking annoying here because for some reason these akgaes seek me out for validation or an argument. like can we please just smile... ugh we were smiling actually these freaks just ruined it idec anymore im tired they can have it im gonna rewatch the video 30 times and eat my food