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sorry for the rant i just want to get this off my chest but being a ricky stan is seriously so poverty because we all live off fansite pictures and pluschat messages and posts from months ago or from last year because he's never active ik this is so random but i just get this realization every month and im like why am i still here there's really nothing going on for him ever but i just truly vibe with the group a lot and I like him a lot too to just up and leave him and act like he doesn't exist to me but damn ts depressing AF like I used to be a firm believer that wakeone was restricting him from interacting with his fans and posting but even jiwoong interacts after that whole disappearance he had for a few months which i only knew about bc his fans were spamming tf out of their comments about it and now I'm just like damn i guess ricky truly doesn't want or have anything to post or say at all like idk it just racks my brain a lot because he used to be pretty active here and there especially on their twitter account but it just all stopped around november a few weeks after the manager thing and its so weird to me but whatever at the end of the day I'm never leaving no matter what lmaoooo but anyways on a happier note lately I've been gunwook biased a lot like he's seriously so cute, witty, and talented i used to be all about shimkongz but riwook has tooken that place now 😂❤️ they're so adorable together I need a schedule with both of them like right nowwww
icl I be feeling bad for yall he doing you like jaehyun I thought he'd have a little more consistency after gyuvin told him to get on bubble but he gave up again 😭😭 he's honestly an interesting dude and I rlly like him too but he's also predictable I feel like he was always gonna be this type but maybe he's just busier rn I feel like everyone's kinda gone inactive for the past few weeks cuz of cb prep maybe yall need more kfans and cfans jumping him and he'll get it together. but he's so hype in other areas yea he just needs to force the socmed aspect ig but yassss gunwooks such a fun guy to follow icl he's been a little inactive too for his standards they're all busy hopefully it picks back up but im dying for a riwook schedule tooooo 😆😆😆😆 I love their dynamic so much like please THIS IS WORTH AN INVESTMENT
I'm not saying this is how ricky is but I feel like we're similar so imma just share my own exp, im really introverted and just like to be offline but still scroll tiktok, watch dramas go on YouTube or something if that makes sense like not socially active whether it's social media or texting friends. But when I'm with my friends I'm hyper af but I need to be alone after doing my own things to 'heal'. And his bbl sitch I think of it as when I tried to change myself and text my friends more frequently cause I did feel bad for not giving them more but then it feels so forced and I just feel fake... like hey gurliesz did yall eat dinner ~ 😭 like no shit it's 11pm ofc u guys already ate dinner 😭 but then I'll have random spurts where I just want to yap but that's because I gen want to yap and it ain't forced. The problem with me is this yapping and being socially active is not consistent like I can go days or even weeks without texting my friends but when it comes I'm posting 10 stories chilling with them. And my friends basically with time just understood that's the person I am and accepted me for it. I feel like the members do too, they respect his time alone and always bug him about ignoring their texts but in a teasing way cause they know its not with a bad heart and gunwook always shares the cutest stories of him that we will never see because he's also a very private person. Idk I'm gunwook bias and I grew to love their relationship the most and love these lil priv stories gunwook shares because ricky is such a different person off camera like I get he has the 'look' of a social media influencer with #04z #bubbletea #skrr posting every day but doesn't mean he is I mean yes he can put in more effort but with ppl like him I feel like he values posting genuinely rather than posting to post imo
right right sorry this is old but I wasnt replying to a lot of stuff but yea Ricky's just that type of person I feel like hes a genuine guy in everything we see so I appreciate that